MIFaTL PkMn

I think I'll just call the damn thing MIFaTL PkMn, I need to stop taking shit so seriously.

Sketch of characters in the damn comic that I should work on, but probably won't.

I should probably scan that cover and color it so I can at least have issue one out.

Aisle 10

Well I finally did the cover to the first issue of MIFaTL PkMn, still need a name for the series, and to design the ol' logo.

I've come to realize that the main reason I'm miserable is myself. People hate depressed, lazy, stubborn, carefree people. That and you can't win the game (id est society) by doing nothing, and if you choose not to play the game, all the gamers will lay you to waste.

People like to validate their wrong choices by saying they had no choice, when in reality that no matter what, you have a choice and as such everything is your fault.

Though really, everything is everyone's fault as we all influence each other in some way, we may not know what effect our life has on the world, but it certainly does.

Anyway, I'm still not sure what to do with my life. The only things that make me somewhat happy are drawing and rocking out, and those are starting to lose meaning. I can't simply kill myself as the selfish taking of one's life is probably a one-way ticket to hell, I'm squeamish, and quite simply I just know if I'd do that life would have potentially get better after I did. That and the fact that bad times end just as good times do and, the bad times are indeed what make the good times worth it.

For the past two years I've been really depressed and distraught over shattered images. Long story short (and it is a long and boring story) I fell in love with someone I never met or indeed seen and the hopes that came with such a foolhardy romantic endeavor left in tatters.

I've been shattered.

I think the few things about myself that will always be there is my sense of humor, love of music, and need to help people.

I dunno, I know that it was ridiculous to try to find someone you met in a series of dreams, but why do I always turn my head when I see blonde hair? Sometimes it's blond... LOL

I really think that the only way I can pull myself out of this funk is to either “fulfill my destiny” or to move on. Though the fact that I know life isn't gonna get any better is hindering me actually trying.

I'm not really sure why I'm writing this as anyone who reads it wouldn't give a shit as basically it's about some fat dude who can't move on in life having problems that most of the country has.

I'm actually not sure why I get on the internets anymore, as everytime I do the only thing I have to talk about is how I hate my life, my self, and song references. Most of my pals & gals don't want to talk to me anymore as I'm depressing. Either because they only find me entertaining when I'm a goof ball making comics about their characters naked surfing molten lava, or that they honestly can't help me and the constant downheartedness is absolutely frustrating and contagious and they kind of ignore me for their own well being, but for some reason don't block me.

Or maybe they just have a life.

I really don't know what to do anymore.

I try to move on, but it's like I can't. Like moving on is the [b]wrong[/b] thing to do.

I can't explain it too well.

Man, I really wish I didn't exist so I wouldn't have to give a fuck about nothing.

Ever feel like everyone's sick of you?

Big L, B.I.T.C. H, SHARKEY, & Orion

BIG L

She's my third oldest character I've made, and the only one I've really used.

I've been trying to work on her design somewhat, and I've learned that when I draw humans or humanesque people on open canvas they turn out too damn tall, it's okay for SHARKEY, but not everyone else.

I have a real love-hate relationship with this character, as she's the image of something I've tried so hard to find, and for the past two years I've been wallowing in my own self-defeat in the shards of shattered images. Though I still like her, she's a fun character to draw and work on. So More likely than not, I'm gonna keep her, might even work on a comic around her.

There's still one character I've never properly introduced and I'm actually glad now that I haven't. B.I.T.C. H (Bionically Ingineered Transforming Chick Heather) I came up with the "Bitch" part first you may have guessed. It was meant to be a running gag or something like the scientists that created her or business jerks something kept calling her bitch and hurt her feelings until she killed 'em all.

I may simply call her Heather...





SHARKEY and Orion, well I like those characters too, but the fact is they're almost directly based on a normal swim|swim chao and Mew respectively, I'm not sure if I could get away with using their current designs. Though if they ever appear in a comic more likely than not it'll be the sci-fi one I've been working on a while. Well, it's just an idea, but I've been thinking about it a lot (largely while listening to Deep Purple and Boston LOL)

Though if you think about it, both of their designs based upon, are based upon aliens, gerbils, cats, fetuses, and such.

So aunno. I'll think about it, I'd hate to throw away those characters.

Though I think MIFaTL 2 is dead, I've just lost interest on it and the fact is that 96% of the characters that matter aren't of my design, sure I tweak them somewhat, but they're still my friends' characters (hence the name)

I really like the name "MIFaTL" though... I may make a comic unrelated to the first one using that name.

Not sure really.

Well, thanks for listening, nobody. You're a true friend.

Sony Walkman get!

Welp I just received my Walkman from Amazims!

It's Noir! Which is something for "black"

Probably Swedish.

There's a pic of some guy and girl, looks like the guy's gonna rape her LOL


Came with these ear bud things I'll never use... ah fuck, it has some kinda tiny parallax port or something... This means I can't use my mini USB car charger... gonna have to get a new one, prolly get that pack of crap Sony was selling at not Sony cuz Sony's a rip-off direct buy.

LOL it came with a pamphlet to buy more crap! =D

cool, bluetooth transmitter...

Welp let's see how long I need to charge it...

Wow, it came with pictures of flowers and crap.

I like it. It's got external speakers that sound decent, not spectacular, but it's made for headphones. The picture is great for its size and it's got FM.

Now to try to fill the 16 GB up MUAH HA HAH HAAAH


AGH EARACHE DAMN YOU WEATHER!!!!

Get Re-Organized

Been trying to re-do older pics I thought looked like it'd deserve it.

Like this!

Original


New sketch


Newer Sketch




I like how some of it looks, but it doesn't look that great...

I think I'll try drawing it from hand...