Dappy Durfday

I turned twenty-six yesterday.

I got

Deavid Soul - More Special Things EP (Rare as fuck)

KangaROOS shoes (hard to find)

Mario Kart Wii

$50.00 in which I used to buy a printer/scanner and some erasers =P

So yeah, yesterday was tight.

Also the first time I saw dad in forever.

Too bad the horns lost, we just fucked up too hard.

Good game tho, real rense.

Muzak

Back before we lost the house, I used to make songs on modtracker, it's kinda like between MIDI and SNES.

I've been listening to them, and they sound pretty good, like if I had real instruments, and arranged them differently.

I dunno, I wish I could make real songs, sometiems I come up with lyrics ans shit, but since I don't have any instruments apart from some harps (which are kinda shitty, they're some years old) and no actual place to live, I can't really do shit.

Though the one thing I'd really want to do is sing. Though I'm tone-deaf, and that when I try to sing I choke on flem. I dunno, I just really love doing it.

Meh, I wish I still had Rock Band.

I wish we still had a house, I wish we still had drums.


Meh



Matters of Science by ~TheDJTC on deviantART

Sketch Dump

Here's a bunch of sketches of shit I want to do, but probably won't because I can't seem to get shit right, and I'm kinda lazy.

Also been feeling sick the past few days, really want to draw, but my eyes hurt so much.

10 reasons to keep on

1) Suicide without sacrifice basically is a one way trip to hell
2) I might fuck up and become a vegetarian.
3) I'm squinchy and hate pain.
4) I just KNOW after I do something good'll happen.
5) Uhm
6)
7)
8)
9)
10)FUCK YOU NIGGERS I'M GONNA LIVE FOREVER AND MAKE YOUR LIVES HELL!!! MUAH-HA-HAH-HA-HA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FAGGOTS

GIVE ME SWOOOOOOOOOORD

Saw The Sword (of doom) last night at Waterloo. They kicked ass.

Mosh pit formed, my bro and his friends got into it.

Recorded it on my Walkman, but it sounds like shit, guess you can't record three feet from speakers on it.

Ah well.

What I need

to DRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW

1) Solitude

2) Music

3) Inspiration

4) My area to be just right, no idea what that means, but if I move crap I can enable or disable my funk sway.

And I've discovered I have none of that here, so I can't DRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW.


Fuck.



Also I need a damn job, waiting for my shorts to wash so I can apply at HEB and Walmart.

Nostalgia

I find it funny how nostalgic I've been, all the art I've done lately was stuff I did long ago...


Except this.



This was an old pic my good friend Mimmiroo did, (who's probably the only one who may actually read any blog entry here)

I've also finished inking MIFaTL PkMn 2, also coloring flats, as since I have no internet, I can't simply just upload shit, so I might end up coloring it in its whole.

I'm also thinking of making something that'll either be MIFaTL 3 or some new series revolving around T.C., Big L, and his little bro seldom seen on the internet T.R. which will eventually be an animated series.

I'm also still making a big-ass pic of all my friends as Mario characters, so far I got all the inks done except for four people, the BG will be the toughest to do.

Mainly since I find it easy to draw in opencanvas, but it sucks up too much memory or some shit, so I have to use photoshop, maybe I should use SAI....


I'm in dire need of money, but I'm not sure how I'm gonna get a job since I'm out in the boondocks. Though Wally world was hiring and my mom and bro work there (albeit at different locations) so I dunno.

Welp, I've done all I can do online, so see ya later, nobody.

Anime sucks

I feel really sad and no one cares.

Or they just can't do anything about it.

or they just have more pressing matters at the moment.

Or they're just tired of hearing the same crap whilst understandable has buried me so far into depressijavascript:void(0)on I'll never get out.

4,330
2,435

Hmm not impressive,
though I've sorta stopped caring about pokemon and shit, so that's why I haven't been walking, plus it was hot as shit.

and flip flops hurts my feets

610 steps @ 1:24pm

THis site says I should average 10,000 steps a day per week

-7 3,606
-6 4,136
-5 12,071
-4 4,282
-3 8,974
-2 4,330
-1 2,435

So that's... 39,834 divided by seven... 5,690.5 I think... (DOING IN HEAD CUZ I SMRT) Double check on calculatrix AH THE CALCULATOR IS BROKEN WON'T ADD FUCK YOU WINDOWS SEVEN I'M SNRT

Ptth

Also Papa seems a lot better today =]

That cute nurse wasn't there tho =\

Ah well

Dark Side of the Moon

Well, me and nana went to see papa today, he was acting real erratic, hallucinating, tearing off his covers, arguing with us. I think the effects of Haloperidol are still with him, possible permanently.

The doctors say he has a delirium from being in a hospital, because that totally happens everytime you go to a hospital. Seems to me like that's bullshit though.

I had a real bad urge to go somewhere today, as I often do. I've really been wanting to do something for a long while... though I never know what it is, everything I try seems pointless...

That's what I've been telling myself. The past two years I've been trying to get it out of my mind, but the sad truth is that until I meet my dreamgirl, I'm not going to let myself move on in life.

Thing is she doesn't want a damn to do with me, though uncertain if it's specifically me, or a broader audience I'm included in...

Hell, it may be she has a life and simply doesn't get on the internets which is my only means of communicating with her... via myface =\

I really want to go back and find her, but I know that I'd never find her just by going up to the mountain and looking around. Though actually... I had an odd dream a bit ago, where she was actually down a road I never went, because well, it was outskirts. and it turned out she was in a town near Flagstaff...

Maybe I should look there?

Hmm, looking at google maps, there is a small town down that road, though it doesn't show a name... maybe it's an extension of Flagstaff?

aunno, I guess nana saying she'd fix my car so I could go my own way must have gotten my subconscious excited, because all day today I've been having an urge to hit the road. Walking around helps, but still, I feel pretty bad.


I dunno, I guess I just feel that if I find Jennifer, that life will be good, and I can finally move on with my life, make comics, animate cartoons, make videa games, write songs, et cetera, et cetera...

Though I still don't know if it's just a subconscious feeling that how my life got really depressing and generally bad exponentially since I moved from Lark Lane, the place where we used to live, that if I got a piece of my past, my life would be normal again... or something else.

The only reason I have to believe that this isn't just some mental thing is the fact that I hadn't seen her since we were like seven or something, still technically haven't if you don't count myface photos 9_9

Even if I meet her and she's a skanky-ass ho, or too stupid, or too weak, or something that blatantly sets her apart from the girl in my dreams (personality wise, as she looks exactly like her) Then I'd finally would know that there's no one out there waiting for me to save her (or vise-versa, I mean come on! I'm dying here LOL)

Maybe I could just go out there, get a job, and find a place to live while I look.

... or win the lottery.

Alright

Well, Papa's gall bladder was all decroded, shriveled up and pussy.

He really needed it out.

Seems pretty okay now, dunno when he gets out.




Man, I'm so lonely.

Also bored.

That's the happs, chap

Okay, Papa's in the hospital, he's got gall stones, in his gall bladder, needs to be removed.

My little bro is stranded in Houston.

SO

I'm making a list of reasons to get a job and keep them.

1: The Jetta III GL Volkswagen
a) Tie Rod ends
b) Shocks
c) Radio/CD/Cassette/antenna
d) Oil change
e) Radiator flush
f) new tires and spare + rims
g) Overhaul engine
h) Fix dashboard lights

2: Get a pad

3: Start a band
a) amp for harp
b) bass
c) saxophone
d) more harps
e) Hammond organ
f) Clavinet
g) more harps
h) microphone
i) amps
j) more harps

4: Get mew DS

5: Buy Scott Pilgrim volumes and see movie when it comes out

6: Buy Cintiq

7: Get Laptop backpack

8: Buy more hats

9: Buy more shades

10: Pay for more webspace

11: to be able to work on project borealice


BONUS ROUND

1) Pay off college loan

2) Pay bills
a) Time Warner
b) TXU
c) AT&T if I win the lottery, cuz even though they say I owe them money, I don't
d) ditto w/ water
e) oh yeah Wells fargo

3) Savings


Totally unrelated, but I either need to fin the girl from the prophetic dreams or I need to fall in love with someone to prove once and for all that those dreams were bunk and I need to kick Saint Peter in the balls, though he might have just walked into a weird dream and it wasn't his fault. Aunno

I just wish there were beautiful girls that wern't superficial. Actually I'm not attracted to skanks, but they all want money.

No one wants to date a bum, even if he is an artist.

Hoi, well after papa gets out of the hospital, I'll get started.




ALSO


I'm gonna animate something, put effort into my art, and work on my musical skills if it KILLS ME

MAY THE LORD KILL ME WITH HOMING TRACTORS OF DOOM

Roll with the changes

Well I turned 25 on 25.

Ordered a sweeteriffic Sony Walkman off of Amazon.

Originally I wanted to get it from Wally world, but the price at the local wam*mart was 10$ more than their site, so naturally I thought site to store, but they said that I couldn't just pick up an item from there, I'd have to wait for mine.

Though Amazon had it for 5$ cheaper than Wal*Mart even with shipping (Wal*Mart's website includes Tax: Fags)

So Now I'm waiting for my order to arrive!

In other news: I'm in a bit of an art block. I've been wanting to work on MIFaTL PkMn, but I just can't seem to make myself draw!

I've also been thinking about working on my Magnum Opus more seriously, but I've learned two things. One: I don't know anything about Ireland, 2: I don't know anything about people.

So... I dunno.

In other news: I bought Pogieman Rumble.

It's pretty cool, sorta mindless, but that's its charm.

I got a shiny Golduck.

In moar news: I learned about the Masuda Method.

Basically go to the GTS: Get a Japanese Pikachu and breed it with your own and viola! A greater chance for a shiny pokemon and it can have egg moves!

This is a great solution for pokemon that can't be chained like Staryu.

I haven't actually started working on it since I just got a jap smeargle.

I also need a job, I just dunno how I find one man.



I'm also considering not working on MIFaTL 2, I've sorta lost interest in it and the story, well... it's not that great. I've also considered making a MIFaTL 3 staring Big L and an original cast largely because I like the name "MIFaTL" and I don't want to get rid of the domain name.

Dunno though, I guess if I can think of something I might do it, but dunno.

I'm also thinking of making an animation about space shit.

Not much planned except I want a chick with four boobs and the main hero will probably be a gay black guy, largely because who ever heard of the protagonist being a black fag LOL Though don't expect to see it soon, I want to actually take my time with that idea. I've been playing it through my head these fantastic battles choreographed to some music I listen to.


I also need to figure out how to pay all my bills, I owe around twelve grand.


SO!

I guess I'll have to figure shit out, for now I'm gonna help my grandma get some furniture or some shit.